I sincerely feel that I have much less value as a lady if I am not Very desirable?
I know this seems incredibly shallow of me. But everything that I have ever experienced affirms this belief. I have been Fat and unattractive. I was 5’5″ 206 lbs. Then I got skinny and attractive. I was rated 9.9 on Hot or Not, even though I would not rate myself 9.9. I tried that just [...]

